Honey.

Haha. Please. Please stop it. Stop tickling me. Man. Hahaha. Stop. You. Know. You better stop. Otherwise. It might end badly. You are on my territory. Please stop! No one knows where you are. Well maybe My family does - but they will help me anyways. You may scream. Our house is kinda far. Nobody will possibly hear anything. I told you that I really liked you. I told you you were great. I think you just MIGHT be delicious. As well.

Over.

Now they are over

The kisses and sights,

All things are different

In everyday life.

Why didn't time stop,

Just for you and me?

That 's all we wished for.

On the beach by the sea.

I felt it slow down,

When we shared last night,

Under the stars,

On the rocks, sight by side.

Black sea

So I wrote that on my way home from black sea, because we were on the bus for 30+ hours and it was very boring.
Palm trees and mountains,
Leisure all day,
Storm on the sea,
And nice queit bay.

Dances and parties,
Wine, chacha, beer,
Rocks on the beach,
That became very dear.

All days are similar,
Still never the same,
Breakfast, sea, tanning,
Dinner, card game.

Walking the city,
Back to the sea,
Supper, then phone call,
He is waiting for me.

Going to bars,
Talking, kissing, cocktails,
Then to the beach,
To watch stars, sea and sails.

Swimming at night,
Then trying to dry,
Looking at him -
What a great guy!

Out till early,
Almost all stars are gone,
When we go to bed,
Just to rise with the sun.

Starting all over,
With a new day,
I love down south,
What else can I say?

I guess...

... i would have gone crazy if i had to live here all the time.

University of Michigan - Physics

My mom just came up to me with a t-shirt. It said University of Michigan - Physics. I had it since 2003. Back then : 1. I had no clue I was going to go to U of M 2. I could never even suppose I would decide to study physics. I HATED it with passion. No kidding. I got this t-shirt when my High School Calculus class went on a field trip to Ann Arbor. We toured the school and got free t-shirts. I know it might all be just a conicidence. But as Einstein said "God does not play dice". I feel that I found my path. Like Carlos Castaneda calles it " a path with heart". I have never enjoyed learning about anything else, as much as I enjoy learning about Quantum Physics. Well maybe reading about Napoleon Bonaparte, but I think I can consider him my childhood crush (: So maybe I again see something because I look for it and it IS just a coincidence. Or maybe it really is my path with a heart, that I got to follow and I was just getting clues earlier. Who knows?

Maybe I am crazy. Maybe.

Have you ever had a nightmare? You get fired from work, have a monster chasing you, or fall down from the skyscraper. At some point of time you get extremely scared and then - wake up. Why do you get scared though? Nothing can happen to you - you are laying in the comfort of your bed. However, while you are asleep you think everything you see is real. Now once you wake up you know everything is real. But didn't you think everything was real in your dream? Get it? Well maybe, just maybe our life is just a long complicated dream. Way more complicated than the dreams we see. Zigmund Freud wrote that our dreams are but a mirror of our subconcious, so what if the reality is nothing but a distorted mirror of our consious. All you the experiences your subconcious has during the day become a part of your dream. Therefore in a way everything you consiously think of, dream of, are afraid of, eventually comes true. The fact that life is just a dream is maybe the reason why Buddha called his enlightment the awakening, when he realised that there is undying happiness, attainable through human effort. Does it seem similar to your thoughts when you wake up from a nightmare and say "Oh, I am so glad it is just a dream". ? Now one main question here might be If it is MY dream, does it mean that everything is here only because I want it to be? What about other people? That gets a little complicated now. It is your dream, but other people are IN it also, so we all create the reality together. In other words - you can do anything you want as long as it won't make other people lose their mind. You can fly! But seriously - if you will jump of the roof of your house and start flying, it will damage other people's brains and their perception. So that is why you can't fly. [dont try] Now all I want to say to any, who had enough patience to read through that and though something like "omg this girl is crazy" - that is just one of the theories I have. There are many many more =] So maybe I AM crazy. Love, Me

About me.

So just as one of my friends V, I got disappointed in the Facebook/Myspace type "About me" sections. Seriously, who reads them anyways? If I look at the profile of someone I don't know and their "about me" is more than 10 lines long, I don't read it. We have to admit it. Most of us (me included) are not that great of writers and reading somebody's attempts to be creative might be a little dreadfull, not gonna lie. I like reading "About me"'s of people I know well, regardless of quality and size. But then again, if I say that I know those people well, I should know by now the information they put in the public profile. So, obviously, I am not the audience this "About me" should be directed towards. You get the point. People who know you, know whatever you write in your "About me" even before you write ot. People who don't know you, probably won't have enough patience to read through your lengthy description of your personal qualities, fears and achievements, and the short "About me"'s aren't going tell them anything anyways. I guess I am overanalyzing everything again. I will write more later.