Is it ever worth it?

You

You are not your job, you are not your college degree, you are not your addictions, not your family, not your past, not your significant other, not your house, not the language you speak, not your money, not the city you live in. You are just you.

Falling, yes I am falling.

I've just seen a face,
I can't forget the time or place
That we'd just met, she's just the girl for me
And I want all the world to see we've met

Falling, yes I am falling
And she keeps calling me back again

It does.

Hanging with Cameron.

I am very honest. This little piece is a good proof of it:

Me: See, I have been down this road before. And we both know how well that worked. After all do you really want your stuff scattered all over my backyard?
Cameron: Well I don't have a trampoline.

Hahahaha. He is cool. What I like about him is that he is excited about things. He is excited about life. He texted me one day : "I just found baby mice in my back yard. They are super cute!!!" That made me smile. When I am around him, I feel like I am a teenager again, maybe even younger. It's nice.

Nice...

"This time it was different. There were no revelations.There were no answers to the life questions handed down to me. There was no fear. There was no giggling. This time there was just a calm realization that things will be okay eventually. There was just happiness."

Me: Oh hi Trevor. I am writing you a email.
Trevor: Cool! I like your warnings. Like I have a bad heart or something. Sometimes I pass the fuck out when I get a email in my inbox.

Good Russian proverb.

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